Trump makes racists feel safe to be openly racist. He has since his first term after he wouldn’t denounce his endorsement from the former grand wizard of the kkk. Since the “good people on both sides”.

Unrelated, but just a reminder its ok to punch nazis 👍

Just got this link for KYR cards from somebody in that group. Its got english and Spanish. https://www.waimmigranthealth.org/immigration-action-center/red-card/

Boots On The Ground is the group that I look to. They’re in the KC Meteo area, and extremely active. They do lots of trainings on know your rights and legal observation. I dont have any packets on me, but I’m sure if you email them, they’d be more than happy to share info

So sorry for your loss. You’re a stronger person than me. My dad passed when I was 16. Liver and kidney failure from alcolishm. We weren’t exactly close, and I cant say i liked him at the time, but he was still my dad. I couldn’t handle being there in the end. The sounds like you describe them were too much. I never had grief nightmares, but i also haven’t had vivid dreams since i was like 10. I did have a few panic / anxiety attacks in the years immediately after, but they stopped pretty quick. I’m about to turn 30, and I promise you, every day gets a little easier. I’m sure your therapist is a better resource, but you ever want to talk to an anonymous stranger, my DMs are open.