this is really inspiring actually! I’ve been thinking about coming out irl to more people than just some very close friends, it’s nice to hear someone else’s experience since it’s so nervewracking to think about while other aspects of my life are so busy… sometimes I’m like, maybe I shouldn’t do this, is there any point, surely I can manage living as a guy towards the public for the rest of my life if I’ve already done it for so long. but then of course, every instance of gender euphoria keeps changing my opinion… :D